Agghhh!!! I feel like I'm going nuts!! Jody is telling me I can't hang out with J.R. b/c he's using, & I have 2 pick up & drop off Amber at the front office. This only makes me wanna rebel against it & say f u, he's some one I care a lot about & u shouldn't treat me like I'm an ignorant child. Soo tired, need to crash:-(